I don't understand why the world is so helpless. Why ask God for miracles you either don't need or you know that if you try hard enough you could do anyway? I hate atheists anymore. I'm nothing, go me, but that's only because I'm stuck in the middle. But I think the reason people profess hatred for their creator is because it just doesn't grant them enough wishes.
Why would God suddenly grant you a wish? What makes you so special and why are you so more deserving of it than the other 5,999,999,999 people in the world? You, a middle-class American, obviously reading this at your leisure, deserve more miracles than a child lost in the Ugandan Civil War, or a child on the sex market, sold by its own parents.
So you have a bad day, the boy/girl doesn't feel the same way about you, your boyfriend/girlfriend just broke up with you.
Honestly, get over and stop whining! I'm tired of listening to everyone bullshit about how terrible their lives are and how great mine is (in honesty, where the fuck does that even come from? I don't gloat or even TALK about my life, because I'm aware of insignificant it is to the person I'm talking to). "Well, blahblahblah loves you but not because. And why shouldn't they? You're in Mensa/you draw 'good'/insert other talent here." I am SO sick of explaining myself. I don't even talk about myself or my problems. Not ONCE did anyone hear a peep from me about my dad when he died, or when I was in the process of moving. So what makes me such a terrible person that whenever I achieve something, there's ALWAYS someone or something there to shove it down my throat like it's this bad thing I just did. So I QUALIFY (I never got in or applied) for Mensa; so I can draw well, and maybe even paint pretty pictures. Maybe I'll be able to play viola again, one day, as well as the other prodigies.
The reason I achieve so many things is because I don't sit around and wait for it to just happen. I don't pray to God to pass this test, or get that person to like me. I don't believe in miracles, not in today's world when so many things are undeserving of them.
I just wish I could make people swallow their pride and get over themselves. There's a world to save, and we're running out of miracles.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Thursday, February 8, 2007
tŏŏ-bûr'kyə-lō'sĭs
wtf? There's "tuberculosis" going around the school and we STILL have to go?
I remember when they thought a bunch of kids were running around the school with guns, and they put us in lockdown and called in the SWAT team to search the school (turns out the kids ran away and took some guns to go hunting; pfft).
So now what? When the threat of indirect death is actually evident, they decide it's okay to go to school? But it's okay to over-react and think that a bunch of kids went off the deep end and are going to shoot up the school?
I don't think I'll ever understand their logic.
Anyway, at least my algebra teacher is on jury duty for that murder case until kingdom come. No more headaches from the woman who has NO idea how to use an indoor voice. I guess they didn't teach that sort of thing in 1692. Ugh.
I remember when they thought a bunch of kids were running around the school with guns, and they put us in lockdown and called in the SWAT team to search the school (turns out the kids ran away and took some guns to go hunting; pfft).
So now what? When the threat of indirect death is actually evident, they decide it's okay to go to school? But it's okay to over-react and think that a bunch of kids went off the deep end and are going to shoot up the school?
I don't think I'll ever understand their logic.
Anyway, at least my algebra teacher is on jury duty for that murder case until kingdom come. No more headaches from the woman who has NO idea how to use an indoor voice. I guess they didn't teach that sort of thing in 1692. Ugh.
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